Thursday, September 22

Once in a 'Blur' Moon

I'm lost track.
My last update here was few months ago...
I'm getting lazy and lazy to write or type here, uploading a pic? the quality here aint that satisfy me.
Half day gone, I don't feel like wanna start any of the revision now. I'm slacking way too comfortable now sitting in front of the laptop and surfing net instead of reading those notes.
Referring to my housemates, coursemates etc, everyone was busying and in super stress during exam. Me? Is just calm and chill, like there's no exam for me.
Well, obviously i'm not that chill enough ...those days. But now, i see 'exam' in another way. At the beginning of life, people tend to compete with each other.  Do they ever think that the greatest foe is not others but is the demon/ devil in our body? It can demonlist you without and taking and permission from u. I know in other eyes, I'm a freaking lazy person who don't even care of the result or homework. You're so wrong. I'm not lazy, but I'm not interested on doing/reading it. If you were to ask me to read some novel/ story books, i can finish reading in a day or two, sure can complete. But studying just for the sake of passing an exam, or to just to wear the mortarboard in the convo, I would totally not enthusiastic at all on doing this. This's not my style...seriously. Every of the exam i passed with OK result, i would say it's fortune and lucky. But will this sort of luck last forever? No. However, is ok, as i'm graduating soon in 2 more years later. Soon i'll come to the working life, no more examination. Money earned, money spent. That's the coming life. I hope I could enjoy my future life, though without any foresee. Let life goes unexpected, hence it'll go interesting and challenging. I'll appreciate my study life now, as there'll be more worry on financial or other society pressure YET. Somehow, I'm just can't wait for the working life to come. Good days are waiting ahead for me...I feel it and hear it.