Bird-liked Flower

This's Birdlike flower with reddish tip plant. Still no botanical name given YET. I saw it from newspaper, try to look for it...and finally....I FOUND IT!!!! ^_^

Combodia

Sun Rise - Angkor Wat temple!

Boat Trip to Phnompenh

Photography by Mr. Calvin SK Geoh. ( My dad lor ) And he used to say this to me :You got my gene ma, EXCEPT running =.= And soon, heard he's going to Philippine ( I was like what the heck? After the Manila case still wanna go there jalan-jalan??? duhh )

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Bad patch

Uninvited guests. Broken bicycle. Appliances not functioning. Termites. etc. I can't think of any other word which can replace the title above. And yesterday I hop onto bed pretty early, 9ish. In the middle of night, the stupid wooden bed collapsed! It really collapsed as the beneath of the bed there's some wood to support it, it broke into half! WTF! It hurts my back!! I stayed up late... Went to make a complain to the management office, the reply I got was : We'll fix it for you on Monday... damnit!! When it comes to the deadline of paying a rental ( end of month) they'll never say this " We'll allow you to pay in a bit..." NEVER!! Indeed.

I know as a psychology student, studied Personality or some other psychology subjects, and start thinking of life has hit a bad patch, it's crap! Common sense please! I know! Yet the more it happened, the more I came to realize. Speechless. It's like everyday there's something to happen. I'm ready for it. ( I know people will say that to me like Law of Attraction, Secrets, i.e. I'm leading those luck to me...) So what about Murphy's Law. Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong. I'm really sick of these foolish!

Always try to compel myself, 'Close my eyes and pretend everything is a nightmare..it's not real..." The same thing happen over and over again. FINE! It's useless. Ain't gonna help! I shall care not to anything.

Where's my fortune? Is it being lock in a box? Do I need to get a key to unlock it? noob! Say it in a courteous way, it symbolize nothing. Homicide the curse!!

These's not all about ups and downs. These are all small matters, yet too frustrating, obnoxious! ( Life's like roller coaster! When it goes UP, you feel boring; when it goes DOWN, you scream out loud excitingly!) So yeah, I'm flip out! It's totally trip me up! Is like I'm getting very 'pek cik'/ grumpy. Unpredictable!

Then my body. It's so not cooperative! DARNED IT! My stomach is hurting me often lately! Eat or no eat..the same goes to me - uncomfortable sickening! Not gastric, but I don't know why?!!

Ok, I don't need a campus to navigate my way my thought my heart or whatever! I know what am I doing. Don't need to negotiate anything. I owe nothing.  I'll learn how to remove temptation. If I lose speed, therefore time! Worthless! I hope there's a chance for me to exchange. Take out my fortune from the box, cut out my heart and lock it inside! Pain no more! Haven't die, but feel nothing.

I was not interested in formulating my point of view now ( no matter is depression or loneliness that track me down), I was interested only in saving my life. I want all these misery to be completely vacuumed out of me! I shall stay strong! Hence when tempest comes, I can deal with it! Truthfully, I'm not a best person in dealing all sort of drag-me-down-obstacles...yet I'll TRY! YES TRY! * Keep my fingers crossed...*

A Simple Song

Seeing a washed out moon through the fog. A voice inside my head breaks this analogue. And says...' Follow your heart...deem it all necessary. This's a cold world. Break the silence. Feel the warmth. Yet face the reality. Then...live it!

There's A Song, written by person who has breadth of experiences, entitled Life. Simple lyrics transforming memories or experiences who has been through. Can you write it? Not everyone could, as people will delete some sort of  'unwilling-to-save' memories. Ok, I know some memories did hurt whereas some crack you up..?

I admit my EQ is just average, or even below average. Silence doesn't mean accept, but ignore. I don't wanna vent out feeling cause It's always useless. Ain't gonna help at all. Sports? Yes, and my tendon of my arm got extended...It took me few follow-up. Happy? I think it goes psycho...flip out.

Recently I can't really absorb whatever being heard. Nor advices. Feel like I'm living in lie. Fake. Ridiculous.
(Timothy 4:4 – they will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths.)
No way to turn back from whence I came.I accept. I don't need a time traveler, No! Question: will you accept the stern side of the truth? How many of the people will really learn from their mistake? Precautions taken, measure...but failure is what you got, will you satisfied? 

Dragonfly is a less sensitive flying insect. Beautiful one. It never bother whether how many shot or flashed I taken, It just stayed there... ( tough enough) How good it's if human can be less sensitive and take no bother of any other unnecessary stuffs. 

Unexpectable

Last final exam, my dad drove me to Kampar, Perak for exam then after done, he drove me back to Sban. 5-6 hrs of driving, if I failed my exam, I would break his heart!! Final exam result was released today. I'm quite satisfied with it. Although it's abit out of expectation yet I'm happy with it, as the grade / CGPA I got was higher than previous semester. Thus 1st thing came to my mind was ~ TELL MY DAD! =P

I was driving my sister to tuition class and hp got 2 msgs. My dear friends informed me that result was out in portal page. By the time I logged in to FB through my BB, homepage was all about FAIL, PASSED, PRAISE THE LORD. Hahaha!!

Well, I just hope in these 3 years, my pointer would remain in 3.0, then the PTPTN will become as scholarship ( 50% or full) from government!

I swear I'll not do my revision at last minutes! I'll die of heart attack when result being announced! I was just being lucky enough to 'sollow' and pia all syllabus on the night / few hours before stepping into exam hall! DARNED IT! It drove me crazy ..seriously! I'm too playful! That's why always causing my parents to worry...so sorry. Since primary school till high school my character never changed...sigh.

My dear friends, no matter how's your result, pls chill. You can down or upset, but just for a day OK? Tomorrow always is a better day... Hope to meet you all next week! I really miss you all! And this time I'm not gonna miss our celebration for End-of- Semester! Cheer for Year1Sem3!

Oh another thing is...I'm freaking excited and can't wait for the school open! It becomes tougher, I'll just try my very best level... Psychology - I'm gonna love you more ^^ xoxo

Jonker Street (World Heritage Site)

This's Jonker Street, Malacca. I'm actually travel quite alots to Malacca. Shopping and Food(Nyonya) - The main reason. It just like my second hometown. Although I'm always come to Malacca yet seldom go to Jonker Street unless I'm carving for food ( especially the cendol, rojak or laksa). My culture could only be found in Penang and Malacca, thus I'm really love to visit these 2 states to taste my cultural food. It's my 11th year staying in NS, but I love Malacca more...how come?!

Welcoming YOU



Do you still remember which corner to paste a stamp on envelope?

I miss the taste of Coca-Cola in glass bottle

No one really look to the sky

Back to 1960s

FREEZE it...but time can't

A hobby?

These 2 uncles look alike

Listen to The Heart

A great Thank You to my friend, Francis. Glad that I manage to have the shooting before he's transferring to Penang hospital soon. His clinic is the most spacious and filled with bright natural sunlight among all clinics in hospital ( I believe so..) It's so cool that he allowed me to shoot during his working hour...especially with his model ( stethoscope)

Playing with colour tint

Dr. Francis

Yup this's him. Who's a good paediatrician ( for my sis), and also a nice, heart warming friend.
My pleasure to be one of the friend of him..and guess what, he's a good listener and a marathoner. ^_^

Perhaps this's what I call Friendship. We get to know our friends with Heart, not through what we see with naked eyes. To be friend with someone, just follow the heart. Age, background, races etc not gonna be the boundary of a friendship. Serendipity makes us know a new friend... 

My intuition was right, Francis is really a cool friend.
kam sia (TQ) for giving me such a precious friendship... I'll treasure it!
Adios to You

Squash. Sore arm joint.

I couldn't pronate and bend my wrist in all directions without any pain or soreness. Once such condition happens, it takes at least 2 weeks to rest ( not even touch the squash racket!). Perhaps I push it too hard ( sem break ends soon, no way I'm going to miss any chance of playing squash.) thus this is what I'm suffering now. Luckily..it's my left hand injuring now, I can still write with my right hand.

Yesterday the addiction hit me again. The racket bag is inside my car, I drove to the club and played. As soon as I started with some warm up shots ( Just hit and grip) I could actually feel the wrist is becoming sore again.

After half an hour of practising, I felt the tension in arm. My hand was like going to strain/cramp. It turned red and getting more and more tension. I force myself to stop. I couldn't continue as when suffer from pain I'll have incorrect swing, this will maximise the tension more or hitting the ball with a dropped wrist which will extend the tendons then pull in the joints. Everything goes severe. I shall really stop for few days. Otherwise it will be difficult to permanently get rid of a sore elbow. ( Yes, it's now affecting my elbow to the shoulder part)

Hope it's not Tennis Elbow. Hope not....

I can still hold my camera lens with my left hand anyhow. But can't arm it for too long, my hand will start shaking..exhausted.

Iwai-Mai

Iwai-Mai ( 祝舞）is a kind of Japanese Dance. I love Iwai-Mai dancers' ( geiko / geisha) dress. Colourful with perfect constrast. Apprentice geisha are called maiko (literally "dance child") Their make-up is only white in colour. To visit geiko, perhaps recently only in Kyoto, Japan.

Finally the Iwai-Mai figure jigsaw puzzle has arrived to KL. I bought it from The Jigsaw World,Mid Valley ( I used to buy puzzle there, expensive cause imported and never happen to me that the puzzle is incomplete pieces) .
There total 8 of them, the Japanese Lady with Iwai-Mai dance. Price is RM150-RM180. You can buy the frame which fits the size of the puzzle ( add on another RM150 AT LEAST...) This is a 1000 pieces puzzle ( 50 x 70cm). It took me hours to complete it. And my dad said this puzzle is so darned expensive BECAUSE of the electric current being used ( air-corn and lights =.= )

Some forms for incomplete pieces, glue & sponge

The details and levels for puzzle

UC, UK

University of Cambridge ( in short UC). Most probably end of Jan or early of Feb I'll got my 2nd result from UK. Nervous? Panic? Perhaps I have a lil confident that I'll pass the paper. Hope to share my good news with you soon....

The previous certificate I got was quite nice (expecially the result  =P) . And I was so freak out just now as I thought I've lost it... ( my parents will 'kill' me badly!!)

[This level refers to the UK National Qualification Framework.]

I like this.

Check out Ofqual ( 1 of the supporting group for this.) I can't show the full certificate. As my accreditation number and reference number are stated there.

SAVE the EARTH!!

Terrible temperature, disaster etc. Extinction of living organisms such as flora and fauna, humans don't really bother. WHAT IF coming will be the extinction of Homo sapiens? Will humans still take it as granted? If our mother Earth could speak, she must be begging us, the selfish humans to stop hurting her! Global warming, sea level rises due to the melting of iceberg/ ice mountain. Don't blame the God or nature, all caused by human's "LOVELY" behaviours with BRILLIANT ideas! Open burning, pollutions, deforestation, developing certain places etc.

Perhaps I've been staying in Kampar,Perak for months ( half a year), I love the nature more. I try to protect the environment together with my friends there. The area near to my university and my hostel is pretty fresh with no pollution. Less vehicles as majority of the students cycle to school. Cafe in uni seldom use polystyrene, most of the time if I want to packed back food, I'll bring my own container. It's cool that few of my friends will do the same..I wonder how many of the students there will...don't rely on plastic bag.Please....

I'm borned with sensitive nose ( sinus allergy). Surgery doesn't help, I tried. That's why I really hate those idiots who love to have open burning. Especially my neighbour...I'm staying in XX garden, mostly are rich and highly educated Chinese residents. What the heck they afford to own bungalow and drive BMW/ M.Benz ( Sport car Lotus as well) yet burn rubbish ( wilt plants) outside the house. Is this the way how they reduce rubbish?! Sigh.

Have a look what happen to our land!!

Lovely spice flower

Glad it's surviving

Sun still exist

New grow

Phloem/ xylem is bleeding

Abandon area, wilt

Why burning?

Left-over rubbish

R.I.P fish

Drought area

Fight or Die - drought

New resolution of the year - can you love the Earth more? Everyone now given a chance to be a doctor...to save the Earth!